Cloudy Birthday

today is my birthday, but it's so cloudy. Only few of my friends remember it. okay, i don't wanna talk about it. Yesterday was much of sad. a friend break her promise, i'm not her toy!!!! i really appreciate people who hold his promise, bu for people that break his promise, there would be no place for them in my heart. Today i'm 18 years old. Still have a lot of dreams. i want to make my dreams come true this year. Girl friend, i don't need it for now. i have to concentrate with my study. something is missing in my heart. like a piece of paper that lost from its book. but, what it is? what it is? arrogant people make me sick!! i hate them!!!!!!! a lot of style for thir face, just like a doll!! need to be taken care every side! suck!!!! colored hair such a fool. i don't mean anything, i just wanna express my feeling!! don't they know that color make cancer???? everything that we do need our consideration. don't just follow the trend without thinking!!!!!!!! maybe you think i am talking too much, but.... but..... what is it!!!!! sorry for everybody that gets hurt with my words.