i don't really know

it's sad when i realized that i don't really know that person. I thought i've known that person well but i'm not actually. How can i become such idiot with a lot of wondering? Maybe this is the way that Alloh tells me that sometimes dreams don't go like what in reality. I understand that know. And i've known well that my dreams not always come true. But if i stop reaching for my dreams, how can my dreams come true? We human only try, but Alloh Who decides.